I just had to post and take the time on my phone to just share how I was feeling. It is crazy how emotional I am right now. Anyone who really knows me, knows I try so very hard not to cry. Well crying I am. As I hugged Dan tonight I lost it. It was the first time I had seen Faith here for Christmas. When they first told me she wouldn't survive it was the first holiday I was trying to see how I could cope with out her being there. So on the eve of that day all I can say is I sit here in tears in amazement and she is what I get to see in the morning. Smiling, crinkling the paper and looking into my eyes. Our miracle is here!! She is here! Merry Christmas